Give you ideas? Shit…
Love the new hair-style!
Big Texas Hair…I figure…as I get smaller my hair should get bigger and create an optical illusion of thinness LOL.
As a sidenote, I’ve lost a total of 347 pounds in 5 years. Wtf??? Yup. No surgery, no pills, just common sense and a quest to prove I can. Now, I’m in a size 13/14 and I don’t remember ever buying clothes this size so I must have been in grade school last time I was.
It’s the strangest experience to shop for clothes. Like a weird parallel existence, I take the jeans off the hanger and hold them up, scoff at the unlikeliness they will fit, and then put them on and stand there shocked. I don’t see myself correctly and I wonder when I will. Will I wake up one day and see myself accurately all of a sudden? Will I go off the deep end like a Twilight Zone episode? I have a reoccuring bad dream that I wake up over 500 pounds and have to start over. When I first started, and the first 100 came off, this dream freaked me out. Now, it doesn’t anymore…now I wake up feeling “”ok, so I’d do it again, big fuckin deal”. It’s not as though this journey has sucked or has been so hard like torture. Actually, I like waking up feeling more alive everyday. I like being able to listen to my body better everyday.
The only part that sucks a little is thinking about how I’m going to fix all the nibblets that prevent me from being my inner pornstar. AND…shopping. hate hate shopping. It’s time consuming and I feel frivolous. Id rather buy 20 pairs of shoes for kids who have none than buy the “latest” stupid shit for myself. Im trying…but 20 smiling faces still feels better than any jeans. Some things will never change, I hope.
Yeah, back to the hair…Thx! Let’s see what happens. Blonde is damaging, Black was depressing, so…guess I’m goin soccer mom with a StrapOn?
You ARE AWESOME!!!
How’s that bruising?
My ARM hurts today so we should go get double team massages..
Or…I have a better idea. Not telling.
IT AIN’T PRETTY!!!
Love the white outfit and sexy boot and nylons!!!
Love the clamps. Hope to get to see you someday to have you try them on me!
Well…you’ll have to leave the den to do something different. I appreciate loyalty…but according to the submissive boards you are loyal elsewhere so I welcome your visit as long as you aren’t personally collared elsewhere. If u are, get permission first. If you aren’t…bring it over here so I can fuck with your head!
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